Stuff happens and doesn't but shit, shit always happens

*I wrote this around 3 weeks ago, I'll update one of these days*

I know, I know, I've been out of writing for a few months now, around 6 months, a lot of stuff has happened to me in that time.

I'll try to resume it to you all. One day when I turn this into a book, hopefully, I'll write separate chapters.

Like I could break this one into: 

-How life can get fixed through acquaintances or how I survived in England.

-Arrival to Mexico and realizing I'm a complete different person just by not being in the same vibe as my old friends or how my friends stayed the same and I changed.

-Getting to Mexico City and hoping for the best and getting the best.

-Coming to Durango and blowing up relationships (That would be the biggest one I think).

-Finding the "love of my life" and destroying it in 2 days, then getting back to it and not knowing if it is the "love of my life" anymore.

Well, I'm writing this as I'm sitting in a beautiful desk, with a gorgeous view in Mexico City, leaving in a week to California and making my way eventually back to good old 'Nam (Vietnam).
Lots of thoughts and ideas for the future but right now I just can't get something out of my head, just like it's there and the more I try to ignore it the more is bothering me, guess what is it about?
A girl, yeah, as usual.

Well, when I was in Durango and about to leave I started adding all this random people on facebook, you know how it tells you: "People you may know", well, I added this girl, hot and sexy, shoot her a message and ended up going out with her like 3 days later and hooking up on the first date, and being boyfriend and girlfriend the next night (too fast, red flag), then after like a week and a half breaking up because I drink too much (if you thought I drink too much in Asia, I'm way past that when visiting my folks, too much stuff to deal with) and then a few days later she wanted to get back with me, then a week after she broke up again, so I kinda grow out of it, I can't be bothered with something like that, like they say: "Ain't nobody got time for that!"

Well, long story short, she's here in Mexico City, quite eager to see me and all I can think is: "How to get out of it?"
Yeah, I'm a dick, but oh well, someone has to be right?

Well, anyhow, carpe the fucking diem.

Thailand Update.

Hey everybody!!

It’s been quite a while since I write for you guys but that could just mean 2 things, I’m either dead or I’ve been having a blast. A crazy blast pretty much. This country is fucking nuts. It reminds a lot of Mexico back in the 90’s, you can do anything, get anything you want as long as you have money in your pocket. Viagra, valium, cialis, morphine, any fucking drug you want you can get it. I’m not into anything but if I were I would be a really happy addict here. So my trip started in Bangkok, arrived to the airport and everything seem pretty normal, just a regular airport, of course with a lot, A LOT more Asian people. Took the train and made it to the hostel, as I was walking on the street to the hostel there’s a lot of bars with a lot of Thai girls, this was around 11am by the way, and all of them try to grab you and convince you to come into their bar. I went to the hostel, dropped my bag, took a quick shower and head to get some food and a beer. So there it goes, the lost westerner walking into one of those bars full of Thai girls, one comes and sits next to me, trying to make chat on me and of course she wanted me to buy her a drink, I was like fuck that. Ended up getting horrible food and paying a lot for it, now that I know I could’ve paid a 1/5^th of that for a lot better meal and with no uncomfortable company.

Well, I spent a couple days in Bangkok, had my share of fun with the backpacking girls, then met this cool ass Canadian guy from Quebec and went to an island called Koh Phan Ngan in the gulf of Thailand in the southeast. I spent a couple days there just meeting more people, more backpacking girls, having my share of fun, driving a scooter around the island, seeing beautiful beaches and also bitches haha. There was a full moon party there that it was like spring break in Cancun but 10x better and crazier. Then from there I was supposed to travel with this 3 Dutch girls and one German girl, well the German girl liked me but I liked her Dutch friend and lets just say I’m in another island now with the Dutch girls and no German girl. Kinda fucked up but oh well, you all now I’m not a really nice guy sometimes. So, I’m in Koh Tao now, another island around an hour away from the other one with the Dutch girls and from here I’ll be traveling with the Dutch girl. We’ll see how that goes. 

All I’ve learned from this trip till right now is you have to look for what makes you happy, you, not anybody else and I can say I’m pretty fucking happy right now. Still got some stuff I need to take care of back in the States but honestly I don’t even know if I want to ever comeback, I’m pretty happy here in my bungalow with the ocean outside of my door sleeping next to a pretty Dutch girl.

Oh, she loves sex as much as I do as well.