Showing posts with label freedom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label freedom. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Thailand Update.

Hey everybody!!

It’s been quite a while since I write for you guys but that could just mean 2 things, I’m either dead or I’ve been having a blast. A crazy blast pretty much. This country is fucking nuts. It reminds a lot of Mexico back in the 90’s, you can do anything, get anything you want as long as you have money in your pocket. Viagra, valium, cialis, morphine, any fucking drug you want you can get it. I’m not into anything but if I were I would be a really happy addict here. So my trip started in Bangkok, arrived to the airport and everything seem pretty normal, just a regular airport, of course with a lot, A LOT more Asian people. Took the train and made it to the hostel, as I was walking on the street to the hostel there’s a lot of bars with a lot of Thai girls, this was around 11am by the way, and all of them try to grab you and convince you to come into their bar. I went to the hostel, dropped my bag, took a quick shower and head to get some food and a beer. So there it goes, the lost westerner walking into one of those bars full of Thai girls, one comes and sits next to me, trying to make chat on me and of course she wanted me to buy her a drink, I was like fuck that. Ended up getting horrible food and paying a lot for it, now that I know I could’ve paid a 1/5th of that for a lot better meal and with no uncomfortable company.

Well, I spent a couple days in Bangkok, had my share of fun with the backpacking girls, then met this cool ass Canadian guy from Quebec and went to an island called Koh Phan Ngan in the gulf of Thailand in the southeast. I spent a couple days there just meeting more people, more backpacking girls, having my share of fun, driving a scooter around the island, seeing beautiful beaches and also bitches haha. There was a full moon party there that it was like spring break in Cancun but 10x better and crazier. Then from there I was supposed to travel with this 3 Dutch girls and one German girl, well the German girl liked me but I liked her Dutch friend and lets just say I’m in another island now with the Dutch girls and no German girl. Kinda fucked up but oh well, you all now I’m not a really nice guy sometimes. So, I’m in Koh Tao now, another island around an hour away from the other one with the Dutch girls and from here I’ll be traveling with the Dutch girl. We’ll see how that goes. 

All I’ve learned from this trip till right now is you have to look for what makes you happy, you, not anybody else and I can say I’m pretty fucking happy right now. Still got some stuff I need to take care of back in the States but honestly I don’t even know if I want to ever comeback, I’m pretty happy here in my bungalow with the ocean outside of my door sleeping next to a pretty Dutch girl.


Oh, she loves sex as much as I do as well.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Fear.

I was at the gym the other day and I put this random playlist with the tags: workout and motivation together. And this speech came through, called fear. It got me moving and I've been listening to it on repeat since that day. Fear is the most subtle and destructive of all human diseases. That's the opening line pretty much.

To resume it to you guys is pretty much, fear hold us back. A little example about it, I talked with a bartender yesterday and mentioned to him that I'm going to Thailand next month, that I'm moving over there. He said do it, he said that he wished that when he was my age he would've done it. But that he has normally being a pussy on doing things like that. Now he has a kid that holds him back, even though he told me it's the best thing that has ever happened to him. And it's not that he's a pussy, it's because he's scared of what would happen if he decides to move on and follow his dreams.

A lot of us are scared to follow our dreams, our heart, because of fear, lack of self-esteem, if we are scared of moving to bigger and better we will never find out what will happen.
Some people and friends think that I'm moving to Thailand because I'm running away from my problems, from this broken heart, from her. I'm not. That's all I have to say. I'll actually be better financially and hopefully I will find happiness and peace of mind. I have to learn to be happy with myself, but still at the end of the day we are humans, we're social creatures, we need companionship to survive.

Well, I should be leaving around the 15th.