Living in “Paradise”?

So, through my travels now I've decided, well, kinda had to stay in this island in Cambodia, Koh Rong is the name. I’m working in a bar, again, yeah I know. That’s the reason I had to leave Vang Vieng but trust me I was drinking a lot more there than here and here you actually have regular shifts at the bar, you can only have so many drinks so it’s a lot more controlled. I'll be saving some money, living in an island that’s so far by now the most beautiful place I've ever seen, meeting so many people, especially girls. I don’t know, my big question is will this be good? To settle down for some time? I was able to do it at Pai in Thailand but it was different because there’s a lot more stuff to do there so I kept myself busy over there, here there’s not a lot to do but lay on the beach, go swimming and that’s pretty much it unless you want to spend money on boat trips and things like that. Well, yesterday was my first day working so we'll see how it goes after a couple days.

Here we go....

According to the flying map in the computer I have around 3 hours left till I land in Bangkok, its been a relax and nice trip, first flight to Chicago I just work on filling my IPod with new music, chit chatted with this girl that just graduated from art school and omg, she can draw, she was doing the drawing of a man face and it was amazingly stunning to the eye. Second flight from Chicago to Abu Dhabi was an eye opener, that’s when it hit me that I’m going to a complete totally different place. A lot of Muslims in the plane. Guy sitting next to me was a Muslim from Abu Dhabi and he was pretty cool, had some issues understanding his broken English but I guess that’s how some Americans feel with me.

Oh, here’s the best part of this last couple weeks, I met somebody, yeah, right before I left Fort Worth, bummer right? But that just gives me a reason to come back! She’s 24, loves doing yoga, is working on her masters and she is so beautiful, has an amazing body and a great personality. She’s super shy sometimes but then she opens up and both personalities are amazing. 2 days after knowing her I already told her I love you and she said it back. Do you think you can love somebody in such a short amount of time? I think you can, it’s a different kind of love that the one a couple that have been married for years have but it’s still something coming from the heart. She makes me laugh and smile all day and makes me want to be a better man; I always look for somebody that makes me want to be a better person.

I was originally doing this trip to comeback as a better person just for myself but if I’m a better person there for I should enjoy somebody like that next to me and I think that’s her. Oh people, also, tip for you all, FLY ALWAYS ON ETIHAD AIRWAYS, two words for you… open motherfucking bar. Dewar’s, Red Wine, Heineken, Whiskey, Vodka, 14 hour flight? Let’s put some booze in it and make it a good one haha.

Thailand...

Moving to Thailand.

I've been considering moving to Thailand, India, Asia pretty much. Well, not really considering, more like I am going to do it.

Should I do it? Should I don't? Fuck it right, let's enjoy life, there's nothing else to it. I don't have anything holding me down here. Packing bags and getting the fuck out of here.

It's 2:13PM and I'm blogging to you guys from a bar. This place has wi-fi and beers so it's amazing. What else do you need in life? Oh, and there's a cute waitress sitting in front of me making conversation to me. I can't tell you guys her name, like I usually don't, but anyways, she's really cute, she thinks she's in love with this guy with twins. Seriously? Fucking seriously? Why would you get trouble? Poop and puke, that's all I can tell you. It repulses me to have kids. I'm just not made for it. Congrats to everybody that can do it but I like to take care of myself.

Oh my god, I like this guy because he has a motorcycle, really? How low can you fucking get in life to appreciate a person because of what he or she owns instead of how that person is? Here we go back to the conditional and unconditional love. Learn to appreciate a person by their soul not by what they have.