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Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Stuff happens and doesn't but shit, shit always happens

*I wrote this around 3 weeks ago, I'll update one of these days*

I know, I know, I've been out of writing for a few months now, around 6 months, a lot of stuff has happened to me in that time.

I'll try to resume it to you all. One day when I turn this into a book, hopefully, I'll write separate chapters.

Like I could break this one into: 

-How life can get fixed through acquaintances or how I survived in England.
-Arrival to Mexico and realizing I'm a complete different person just by not being in the same vibe as my old friends or how my friends stayed the same and I changed.
-Getting to Mexico City and hoping for the best and getting the best.
-Coming to Durango and blowing up relationships (That would be the biggest one I think).
-Finding the "love of my life" and destroying it in 2 days, then getting back to it and not knowing if it is the "love of my life" anymore.

Well, I'm writing this as I'm sitting in a beautiful desk, with a gorgeous view in Mexico City, leaving in a week to California and making my way eventually back to good old 'Nam (Vietnam).
Lots of thoughts and ideas for the future but right now I just can't get something out of my head, just like it's there and the more I try to ignore it the more is bothering me, guess what is it about?
A girl, yeah, as usual.

Well, when I was in Durango and about to leave I started adding all this random people on facebook, you know how it tells you: "People you may know", well, I added this girl, hot and sexy, shoot her a message and ended up going out with her like 3 days later and hooking up on the first date, and being boyfriend and girlfriend the next night (too fast, red flag), then after like a week and a half breaking up because I drink too much (if you thought I drink too much in Asia, I'm way past that when visiting my folks, too much stuff to deal with) and then a few days later she wanted to get back with me, then a week after she broke up again, so I kinda grow out of it, I can't be bothered with something like that, like they say: "Ain't nobody got time for that!"

Well, long story short, she's here in Mexico City, quite eager to see me and all I can think is: "How to get out of it?"
Yeah, I'm a dick, but oh well, someone has to be right?

Well, anyhow, carpe the fucking diem.