Well, I haven’t written anything since like a month or
something like that when I was still in Thailand, starting this backpacking
trip. Well, now it’s been 2 months travelling and guess what… I haven’t found
happiness. I have started to believe that happiness is not real. Is totally a
myth of how your body feels?
I'm high on shrooms and it feels amazing.
That’s how I started my post the other day when I first
tried mushrooms for the first time. Yesterday I did them as well and it felt
amazing. At first I was kinda freaked out but then I just gave up on my feeling
to control everything around me and just started enjoying everything. My body,
my tact, everything around me. It’s actually pretty cool.
Well, trip update, I’m in northern Sumatra, Indonesia, been
travelling here for around 3 weeks and I love this place. Fucking visa is only
good here for 1 month and hopefully I can extend it for another one. I’m in
Lake Toba right now; amazing place super chill and pretty cool people, well
being honest, Indonesian people so far are pretty amazing. Trying to decide
where I’m going after here, probably Bali for new years to meet with a friend.
Feelings, how have I been feeling lately? I guess cool,
sometimes I think a lot about all the shit back in the states but I think I
stopped caring and just letting it flow.
Deuces!
