Showing posts with label mexico city. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mexico city. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Stuff happens and doesn't but shit, shit always happens

*I wrote this around 3 weeks ago, I'll update one of these days*

I know, I know, I've been out of writing for a few months now, around 6 months, a lot of stuff has happened to me in that time.

I'll try to resume it to you all. One day when I turn this into a book, hopefully, I'll write separate chapters.

Like I could break this one into: 

-How life can get fixed through acquaintances or how I survived in England.
-Arrival to Mexico and realizing I'm a complete different person just by not being in the same vibe as my old friends or how my friends stayed the same and I changed.
-Getting to Mexico City and hoping for the best and getting the best.
-Coming to Durango and blowing up relationships (That would be the biggest one I think).
-Finding the "love of my life" and destroying it in 2 days, then getting back to it and not knowing if it is the "love of my life" anymore.

Well, I'm writing this as I'm sitting in a beautiful desk, with a gorgeous view in Mexico City, leaving in a week to California and making my way eventually back to good old 'Nam (Vietnam).
Lots of thoughts and ideas for the future but right now I just can't get something out of my head, just like it's there and the more I try to ignore it the more is bothering me, guess what is it about?
A girl, yeah, as usual.

Well, when I was in Durango and about to leave I started adding all this random people on facebook, you know how it tells you: "People you may know", well, I added this girl, hot and sexy, shoot her a message and ended up going out with her like 3 days later and hooking up on the first date, and being boyfriend and girlfriend the next night (too fast, red flag), then after like a week and a half breaking up because I drink too much (if you thought I drink too much in Asia, I'm way past that when visiting my folks, too much stuff to deal with) and then a few days later she wanted to get back with me, then a week after she broke up again, so I kinda grow out of it, I can't be bothered with something like that, like they say: "Ain't nobody got time for that!"

Well, long story short, she's here in Mexico City, quite eager to see me and all I can think is: "How to get out of it?"
Yeah, I'm a dick, but oh well, someone has to be right?

Well, anyhow, carpe the fucking diem.