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Last day, last couple hours. I don't even know if I'm coming back or not. Fuck. I feel hungover as shit, stitches are off so I guess that’s good. It’s time to move. Can’t handle this island anymore. It’s becoming just a drinking place, getting wasted everyday. 

It’s not fun when it becomes a lifestyle and it has gotten me a lot of times before. 

I don’t know what to do, where to go. The only thing I know it is that I made a promise and I’m really looking forward to seeing her. Even though it kinda scares me how things will turn out when we see each other. But I’m being positive and really looking forward to it. 

This hangover has been the worst one ever in this travels. Haven’t had one like this in years. Just had the first food of all day. Puking my guts out all day. Laying in bed on the other side already missing so much everybody but have to move forward just like everybody there will. 

Are we supposed to know what we want in life? Why is it so hard to don’t have a direction? Is there supposed to be answers to all this questions? 


Please smile, I always try to even if I feel like shit inside. At least you could make someone's day.


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Gotta get out.

I've been in this town, Vang Vieng, for 10 days now. I think I became an alcoholic here. Last night while I was helping out in the bar I just realized how much I hated that scene. It's fun a couple times but not when it starts dragging you down. Waking up not knowing what happened. Feeling like shit everyday.

I mean, not everything was bad. I met some amazing people while being here. People I will never forget but also I met some people that I just want to forget and never see again.

I wanted to write a longer post but I'm just not feeling it. Ready to leave this town and meet up with some amazing friends.

Also, I'm meeting somebody, hopefully, in a couple months and I'm super excited to travel Vietnam with her. She is just a lovely amazing person.

Recap

A recap as explain by google is pretty much a summary.

So, what's going on with my life right now?

I'm pretty much just waiting to get my ass out of the country. Just working, working out and going out. A lot of people would be like, damn that's the life but unfortunately for me it's not. I would love to be in school, learning about anything. Or traveling, and that's why I'm so anxious about this trip.

I read the other day this article about choose your shit sandwich, it helped me a lot. The thing is I don't even know what kind of shit I would like to put in a sandwich. I don't know what I want to do with my life. Most people don't but at least they kinda do, they kinda have a direction or somebody that tells them what to do. I don't fucking know what I want in life. Honestly I'll settle myself right now with a good group of friends, a good girlfriend, well that's debatable, I should just stay single and keep having fun around. Or get into a relationship? Told you guys that I don't fucking know what to do.

So, 15 days, 15 days and I will be flying to Chicago and then out of the country. I can't believe I'm doing this.

In the meanwhile, I guess I'll just live my simple life some people envy and have fun with the fort worth girls, that by the way, are really cute. I mean, all I knew of American women was of military towns, where there was a bunch of guys just like me. Here, rarely, rarely, are guys like me So that works in my advantage ;)

Have a nice fucking day, don't kill yourself, try to smile, trust me every time somebody smiles or I see a picture of somebody smiling on facebook, instagram or any kind of fucking social media that makes us anti-social, it makes me smile.