What dictates your life?

What dictates your life? What moves you on? What gives you a desire to keep going every day? Have you ever thought what makes people do the most awful jobs in life? Like, what pushes them to do that job everyday? Sustaining a family? Themselves?

Well, that was just a curiosity thought, I get those all the time, just about random shit, yeah, I'm weird, and? Everybody is somewhat weird, if not what fun would be to live? Didn't a guy said a quote about being crazy or something like that. Well whatever.

Another day, missing her like crazy, why have I become so attached to her? Normally it's the other way around and this time it's a mutual feeling, I normally disappear from girls lives and this time I want her in my life all the time. Do I see myself with her in 5, 10, 15 years? I do. Is that creepy? Or cute? I think it's crazy.

I need to start school, get a job, something, I am about to lose my mind, I need smart people to interact with, whenever you feel like the smartest person around is probably a good time to change the atmosphere that you are in, that is why I like being around her, she is a smart person with awesome dreams.

Oh, by the way, if I suck at writing in any possible way, it is because I just started doing it, so any feedback would be greatly appreciated, also, english is not my primary language so in my opinion I'm doing a good job. But, oh well, that is my opinion. You all have your own.

Alright, whatever, going back to the main point, what makes you wanna move own? What makes a person working at mcdonald's come back to work everyday? I know a lot of people that hate their job, what makes them keep doing it? I guess is fear, that's my only guess, fear of unknown, they're just so used to it and comfortable with it that they're afraid of looking for something else.

I am not, I want to know how far I can go, and well, the good thing is I think I found somebody for the ride.


'If your dreams do not scare you, they are not big enough.