Repeat, repeat. Why am I afraid of letting someone love me? Why when finally somebody cares about me I want to just run away and I get scared.
I need to learn to love myself first before loving or loving somebody else and I'm also scared of sharing everything. I'm scared of opening up.
Yeah, I was so positive about it a couple days ago and now I just want to run away. I'm scared to death being honest. Still, I think it's better to break it off right now than to just pretend nothing is going through my head and make it a lot harder later.
Damn you travels, damn you life but still if life was easy and dull what would be the point of living it?
Life always goes on.
She's going on her way and I don't know what I'm doing. English teacher in Hanoi? Meeting up friends down south? I hate decisions.
Carpe the fucking diem. And smile, please smile.
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